hmmm :-?

well, I've been waiting for this day when I can finally update this blog but unfortunately I forgot what I wanted to write _-_
voice inside my head keeps saying "just write it down, Nadia". the point is, what should I say? -_-

it happened since, err, about 3 days ago. dunno why, after had a fight with my mom about *censored* and *censored*, finally I realize something.
I really should stop saying 'yes' to everyone. it's not good. like, really. selama ini aku  selalu bilang 'iya' ke orang, cuma gara2 aku takut mereka gamau temenan sama aku. isn't that weird? well, mungkin aku masi trauma sama kejadian yang dulu, duluuuuu banget.
tapi jujur, rasanya emang enak banget bisa ngeliat orang lain seneng *halah* rasanya itu kaya one big burden lifted from my back gitu :)

tapi setelah dipikir pikir, iya juga sih, rasanya aku terlalu digampangin sama orang ya.
padahal aku ga pengin kaya gitu lhooo -.-

so this is one of my resolutions this year.
wish me luck ;)


this post is helped by Hestia and Nathan, thanks :p ;)